Day 1.

29th May. 2pm. my first paper - Evidence. well, basically what happened that day was...i woke up at about 8 something. had breakfast, then take all the necessary vitamins and chicken essence, so that i'll be more energised for the day. after breakfast, i decided to do some last minute reading.make sure that i wont forget anything.

we reached the exam centre about 1230pm.too bad my lecturer didnt come to show us moral support...*disappointed* and it's like damn shit, we thought we reached earlier, we can sit at our place, make sure the table is not shaky, the chair is not shaky etc.basically make sure our seats are comfortable, since our arse is going to be attached there for the next 3 hours 15 mins. bloooody shit, the invigilators dont allow us in.

finally at about 150pm then they let us in!shit, just 10 mins before exam! so shit, thank God my table and chair are fine.

2pm.exam starts.

when i read the questions...

1st reaction. HELL.

2nd reaction. take deep breath.

3rd reaction: think, u stupid girl.

4th reaction: start planning and start writing.


anyways, on the same night, i called wendy.just to talk, we didn't really talk about the paper on our way home.i mean, i told her my part.but, she didnt really said anything about what she felt.then...when i finally heard what was going through in her mind.it's not that i was very shocked or surprise.she told me that her 1st reaction after reading the paper was to stand up and leave the exam hall.(by luck she sat just in front of me!) i told her, if she really do that, i'll
physically force her back into her seat. well, for some reasons, she finally reasoned herself up and start answering.

come to think of it, i saw some empty seats in the exam hall. some ppl decided not to face the paper at all.really, it takes real courage to face one's exams. the pressure of writing and answering and understanding, all at the same time.what we did in the whole 6 months of lectures, tutorials, revisions...would reflect in that 3 hours exams. *shiversss*

well, at least one paper is down.3 more to go. *sigh*