Wednesday, May 7

Expectations.

it's now 3.28am. what am i doing? blogging. *sigh* i was reading my evidence notes, on right to silence.i don't understand a shit!i mean..yea, i know the law and everything..then English Courts screwed it up.AGAIN.can't they just make our life simple?

i was so fed up..i decided to go online and chat with whoever that is online.BAD MOVE. a collegemate, msg me in MSN.so..we chatted for a while.out of the blue..he just said.."so..i received good comments about u from ur evidence lecturer huh. u r rated one of the top scorers..... etc"

SHIT.just a few minutes ago i was cursing evidence paper.WTH?! don't you just hate it, when ppl make their own prediction who will score or fail?and even if they do...it's best if it's kept just between them.i mean...maybe some ppl can take it as an encouragement to study harder.but, to me..it's giving me unnecessary pressure. i admit that, i had a huge ego.especially in studies.i mean; if that is what ppl expect from me, i should perform even better.BUT, what if i cant?what if i didn't meet up those expectations.everything will go down the drain.

6 comments:

Da Devil said...

hmm....top scorer?i think all subject u oso a top scorer...ganbatte...we all had faith in u....go go go

Jade W. said...

weii...u dun give me unnecessary stress can onot?

*sigh*this yr's exam...my confidence level drop a lot lor... :(

winnie said...

liwei..i know u can do it..just come out and chill often..haha!just joking..if u feel stress and nid someone to talk to..i am here =)

Jade W. said...

*laughs* u know if im stress u sure will call u out to chill together one.hey..maybe we should call ourselves the chillin' gang...better than kepong gang... hahaa..

anyways, nie...thank u so much for always being there for me! :) love u lots...

♥ mokunana ♥ said...

eh...chilling gang? cool** i approve...lolx..
anyway...juz dun over-stress urself k? wait me back...im goin to relax u in maison..muahaha

Jade W. said...

*laughs* tian..when u coming back then? really need u to help me chill lehh.... (: