Friendship.

everyone in this world, are born to be someone's friend.and we are born to learn what is friendship. how to hold on to a friendship.how to let friendship go.

when i was in kindergarten, to me, friend is someone that i can play "masak-masak" or "kejar-kejar" with.

when i was in primary school, friend is someone that i can talk and play with.

when i was in secondary school, of course i gain maturity, not EVERYONE i talk to, can be called a friend.
since the "me" in secondary school, the person i am today...i learn many things about friendship. i know what kind of friend is worth retaining, who are those that are not worth retaining. a few months ago, i lost a very, very valuable friendship.But, i never regretted it. yes, i was sad.when i think back, i would sigh. nevertheless, the person i see her turning into today, made me realised, maybe she was never the person that i thought she was.

just a few days ago, i was talking to my closest friend, nie...about another friend.a friend i knew for almost 6 years. we used to be quite close, especially during our secondary school time. Yet, once we graduated, the time we hang out became lesser.from weekly to monthly, from monthly to only birthday occasions. and today, even on my own birthday, he was not there. yes, i know that part of the process of growing up, we will be busy with our new surroundings, we will meet new people. but that doesn't mean you have to give up on previous friendship. i don't even know whether i can still call that person my friend.

for a short moment, i allow myself to walk down the memory lane....

• a bunch of us will always have a trip, once a year, the last one was pulau perhentian.
  
• once it was someone's birthday, it will be chaos...as there will be at least 10 of us.
  
• the times when i had major argument with him when we were in secondary school.
  
• there were even moments that i hate him so badly
• times when i admire him for his leadership quality.
  
• jokes that we shared together
  

all of those, are slowly fading away. if one day, this friendship fade away as well...it would be something that i would regret deeply.