T____T

lately, i have been slacking a lot. i didn't read any of my notes. all the notes given by my lecturers are all jumbled up, it's so so so NOT organised. i felt so stupid especially on our last CPC class. we'll have a short test in the beginning of each CPC class, testing what we had learnt the previous week. i did not study at all, so everything comes from whatever that i can remember from last week. i had one majorly wrong answer, God knows how i can come to that answer. i'm not studying at all! it's not that i'm very extremely busy, but it's like i've NO TIME to study! i know...no time is an extremely lame excuse for a full-time student. well, since our lectures' time is so damn weird and LONG, i need the whole monday and half of the tues to recover. i feel so tired and haggard. . . and clubbing almost every Sat night for the past few weeks definitely contributed to my haggardness. well, how can i say no? it's my birthday party!

sigh. sigh.

how i wish there are more hours in a day. at least i've more time to study and to sleep. T___T