Sigh.

lately, my emotions are like the weather in KL (yea, i know..weird metaphor) well, the weather in KL had been kind of crazy lately, it will be soooo freaking hot in the morning/afternoon. then it will suddenly just rain.

that's how im feeling. there were times that i'm just feeling so bloody down with low self-esteem, no confidence in myself at all. then i'll have to have this long girls' talk with my girlfriends, and i'll be cheered up for that moment. then few hours later, when i'm alone in my room, staring at the ceiling. i'll start to ponder again. why? how? then what?

sigh. all those questions were circling my mind a lot.