it has been a very, very tiring Friday for me. and it will be worse starting next week, since tutorials will be starting next week. for the past few nights, i have trouble falling asleep, though i'm feeling damn tired and sleepy. i just dont know why, was it the endless coffee i had during the day time? or something was bothering my mind, without me being conscious about it?
i woke up at 830am today, means i only had a total of 3 hours sleep. woke up damn early, head for tuition class, and morning classes are never my favourite. why? cause they are just a bunch of kids who still don't understand the value of money, to them...going for tuition is like socialising. well, i know i'm once a kid and well, when u're 13, u don't give a damn about money right? u just take money from your daddy and mummy and spend it. but hell, i don't go for tuition when i was in lower form. i know, i'm always complaining about my morning classes, but what can i do? i need the money. (not that it's a lot) about 2 hours of shouting my lungs out, i went home to sleep. i was way too tired.
but i only get to sleep for like 1 hour ++ as i have to get my arse to KL Central and British Council. what i did there? i clear my PTPTN debts in KL Central, and paid for my exam fees in BC. Almost RM700 gone. sigh. money are so not easy to earn! From KLCC, i have to head back to my college for class at 630pm. and it's NO FUN at all taking the Putra at 5pm. i thought i'll manage to avoid the working-class ppl from off-work, well, unlucky me.
class with Mr KJ is always interesting, but he really demands a lot from us. if he asked u a question, you better make sure u know the fucking answer! it's better to have 1-2 sleepless nights rather than being publicly humiliated for not knowing the answer. everyone is expected to know. today's class was quite stressful as i can't really understand fully his argument, it's either i'm too tired to concentrate or i'm just too stupid to understand it.
then during our precious 5 mins break, i head down to the finance department, to ask about my refund thing.
i got the shock of my life there.
me: excuse me, i would like to ask regarding the refund of my registration fee. i'm currently doing CLP here. i just want to know whether it's being processed.
mr accountant: ok. what's your name?
so i took out my student ID. but since i havent get the lastest one, i showed him my previous ones, as he actually only wants my name.
mr accountant: wong li-wei. hmmm... u want to refund because u're not doing CLP? you got XXX class is it?
me: erm, no...i'm currently doing CLP, i'm refunding because of the scolarship thing.
mr accountant flipping through a stack of cheques. and mine wasn't there.
mr accountant went into another room, took out another big fat file. start flipping.
then he took out a piece of paper, with my name, IC, student ID number ...
and .... a huge 2 words that literally made my jaw drop.
"DROP-OUT"
SHE HAS CONSULTED MR XXX TO DO ICSA.
i was like..wtf? DROP-OUT? what bloody drop out? i was so bloody pissed that time. i just feel like dragging him out to the lift and jab my finger on the notice with my name there!
but mr accountant himself looks confused as well. so i'm not going to blame him lah.
look, it's not that i want to show off or anything, but at the 1st place...i didn't go asking and nagging the management for this scolarship thing. i was told by one of them and was offered. and i'm thankful for it as it ease my dad's financial burden a lot. i'm grateful for it. really.
but to go through all this? A DROP-OUT? and since it's only a 5 minute break, and it's already almost 9pm, the office is obviously close and i can't even go to someone else to make a complain.
what i'm going to do 1st thing when i reached college tomorrow, is go to the cashier there and screw that fella that i hand in my form to! wth. this is giving me unnecessary work!
i was so pissed, and i was slightly late for class. still fuming over the whole situation, whatever Mr KJ said after that doesn't register into me at all.
sigh. today is definitely NOT a good day for me. and i'm so sleepy now..yet i can still blog. sigh. i just have to do sth to keep myself awake as i have a test by Mr KJ tomorrow night on CPC. so i have to READ!!! AND REMEMBER! AND UNDERSTAND IT! ARGGGGGGGHHHH !
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