One more month.

i havent been blogging for more than 2 weeks despite being on holiday now!

when i'm suppose to be even more free than during my exams period.

really, i blogged even more consistently when i'm suppose to be busy studying for exams.

anyways, as i mentioned before, August will be a super busy month for me.

it's filled with trips and spending quality time with my family and friends.

last 2 weeks i was in Bangkok with my college friends,

and spent my previous weekend in Penang with wendy and catherine.

this coming weekend, i'll be heading down south (Batu Pahat) to spend a few days with my grandparents.

i'm so going to miss them as i wont be seeing them next Chinese New Year.. ) :

to be completely honest, i'm feeling a bit reluctant.

reluctant to go off to a place totally foreign to me

and only have myself to accompany me,

to a place where my friends and family are thousand miles away.

yes, i know i sound very immature and childish here.

ppl may think that i'm an independent girl.

but deep down inside me, i don't think i can ever live alone.

i am excited about the prospect of going to London to study.

but the mere idea of my friends will no longer be 5-10mins drive from me...

or my daddy and mummy being just next door...

kind of freak me out.

i know that i should focus on the positive stuff

instead of feeding myself with those negative thoughts.

during our final night in Bangkok.

at Crystal Grill Restaurant (Baiyoke Sky Hotel)

in Penang. (:

just one more month from today...

Tidak Apa-lah.

more often than not, we always find Malaysians themselves complaining about the "Malaysian attitude"; infamously--

our tardiness and our "tidak apa" attitude.

little did we realised that, the ones that complained actually had the same attitude as well.

it's ironic when one complained about the way Malaysians work, yet they themselves possesses the same attitude.

i have to admit that by majority, we have this "tidak apa" attitude.

it's like, if it's none of my business, then i'll just take my own sweet time to do it for u.

but somehow people always tend to complain and make it public.

but when it comes to praises or giving credit, it was seldom made public.

we only remember to tell when something bad happened, but when things were done efficiently for us, we would take it as "well, it's their job anyway" .

well, i find this amusing.

August!

it has been a week since exam ended

yet it felt like i had been on holidays for weeks!

july is coming to an end already.

i know it sounds like a cliche,

but TIME REALLY FLIES!

and i'm very sure that my august will end in a blink of an eye.

to me,

the month of august would be all about saying my goodbyes.

farewells.

trips.

parties.

it's going to be a wonderful, blissful month.

no worries about studies nor exams.

i'm so going to LOVE my month of august!

Finally!

Finalllly!

i'm done and over with my CLP exams!

whether i'll pass or fail...i'll just leave it to God.

if i have the choice, of course i would want to pass this exams.

honestly, i can't imagine re-doing all 5 papers all over again.

the mere thought of it, just freaks me out.

sigh.

but there is nothing i can do, but wait.

and leave everything to God.

i'm really looking forward for my LOOOOONG holidays!

i'm looking forward for my Bkk trip coming Aug with my college mates;

Singapore trip with my dear darlings babies -- Jan,Teng,Nie;

a few days with my grandparents in Batu Pahat;

partying as much as possible with my darling babies and friends;

and of course spending loads of time with my beloved family

for the next 2 months.

i am going to miss everyone!!!

It just slips off my mind...

today, we had Professional Practice paper.

i'm quite sure that most of us would regard this as the killer paper.

reason being there are just so,so much to study and to memorise.

what makes it irksome is that it squeezes 5 subjects into one paper (i know i keep repeating this, but i just can't help myself!) and for 2 subjects, only one question each would come out.

so, imagine...the entire law on Bankruptcy/Winding up, only one question.

if that question is on a particular area that u're not very familiar with, then you're screwed.

and today, i realised that...no matter how much or how well i tried to memorise prior to the exams, somehow...something will just slip off my mind.

i am quite mad with myself for leaving out some issues today in my Bankruptcy and Probate question [there's no question on Winding up!! ): ]

and for my ethics? despite memorising those Rules, i can't remember the rule number. just the law. i am unable to cite the Rules number.

sigh. no point fretting about it now.

what's done is done.

now, i have to focus on my final paper on weds -- Evidence!