One more month.

i havent been blogging for more than 2 weeks despite being on holiday now!

when i'm suppose to be even more free than during my exams period.

really, i blogged even more consistently when i'm suppose to be busy studying for exams.

anyways, as i mentioned before, August will be a super busy month for me.

it's filled with trips and spending quality time with my family and friends.

last 2 weeks i was in Bangkok with my college friends,

and spent my previous weekend in Penang with wendy and catherine.

this coming weekend, i'll be heading down south (Batu Pahat) to spend a few days with my grandparents.

i'm so going to miss them as i wont be seeing them next Chinese New Year.. ) :

to be completely honest, i'm feeling a bit reluctant.

reluctant to go off to a place totally foreign to me

and only have myself to accompany me,

to a place where my friends and family are thousand miles away.

yes, i know i sound very immature and childish here.

ppl may think that i'm an independent girl.

but deep down inside me, i don't think i can ever live alone.

i am excited about the prospect of going to London to study.

but the mere idea of my friends will no longer be 5-10mins drive from me...

or my daddy and mummy being just next door...

kind of freak me out.

i know that i should focus on the positive stuff

instead of feeding myself with those negative thoughts.

during our final night in Bangkok.

at Crystal Grill Restaurant (Baiyoke Sky Hotel)

in Penang. (:

just one more month from today...