Think and Reason Like A Man.

sometimes i really wish that i can think and reason like a man.

especially when i'm having an emotional conflict.

men will just cast everything aside.

not think about it.

not to be emotional.

to not care.

but, somehow i just can't do that.

it's hard to just pretend that i don't care.

to pretend that it doesn't matter anymore.

where in actual fact, i still care because i realised that i'm nevertheless emotionally affected in some way.

so, how and what should i do?

i want to care, but i can't help feeling prejudicial against that person. i find it really, really hard to cast that prejudice away.

i want to ask, but my voicebox is unable to function.

if i can think like a man, then i wouldn't have such emotional conflicts. how i envy them now.