Wednesday, August 29

Satu Harapan.

i love this song! not only the melody.i love the meaning of this song!! just want to share with others!

Satu Harapan by Jaclyn Victor.


Biarpun beribu halangan,
Mahu umpatan dari sesiapa,
Takkan ku meng-iyakan saja,
Teman semua, kata mereka...
Tiap hari ku baca,Satu persatu cita-cita,
Mimpi yang terbit dari jiwa,Berkhayalan di minda,


Satu harapan membara dan menyala,
Kan menyinari perjalananku,Sejauh langit biru,
takkan ku berpatah arah,Harapan ku membawa kaki melangkah,
Merasau-rasau kehadirannya,Kan terpahat namaku di ingatanmu.


Biar sekuat mana hati,Menjerit hiba meronta-ronta,
Takku hanyut dalam lamunan,Merintih, menitis air mata,
Harus ku tegar membawa,Harapan ini ke alam nyata,
Agar bisa ku rai angan dan sejuta impian,


Satu harapan membara dan menyala,
Kan menyinari perjalananku,Sejauh langit biru takkan ku berpatah arah,
Harapan ku membawa kaki melangkah,Merasau-rasau kehadirannya,
Kan terpahat namaku di ingatanmu.


Harapan yang tersimpan kian lama,
Menghimpun segala pengorbanan,
Oh,suka-duka ku jalani,
Dengan tabah, tiada putus asa......


english translation:
I Hope


Whatever obstacles that come my way,
Whatever words you say,
I won't be afraid,I won't let myself just sit and cry,
I won't swallow my pride,
Gonna put up a fight,One by one I see the signs,
Every day I read between the lines,
All my dream I've kept inside,
Just waiting for its time to arrive,


I hope that some day,It will come a lot sooner,
I know that my dreams,They will all come true,
A light will shine for me,It will show where I'm heading to,

I hope that some day,It will come a lot sooner,
I know you will see,See me shining thru,
oh yeahI will live forever and you'll remember me, oh...
Nothing that you say will hold me down,
I will scream and shout,I'll get off the ground,


Heard it all before, I won't relent,I just won't give in,
My hopes and dreams will live,Surely you can see the signs,
You don't have to read between the lines,
All the dreams I've kept inside,
Just waiting for its time to arrive,


After all this time I've kept my hopes and dreams,
buried deep inside my heart and waiting,
Day by day, I hope and pray,
Now I feel its right for my time to rise.

Tuesday, August 28

Jmin Keat's farewell.

our big, big family!
we just love pizza!!!




me & jmin keat

















the last drink for the night~






*the sweet couple* : jminkeat & winnie eating canadian pizza














yesterday morning, at 7am...our good friend jminkeat aka winnie's bf, left for Russia to pursue medical course.all of us miss him already! last friday, we had our farewell for him.this time, instead of having dinner outside, we decided to throw him a surprise farewell party at his place.(unfortunately he spoil his own surprise *sigh*) basically, all of us..jminkeat,nie,li,tian,wey,chin,chyau,hong,alex and i just spend time together talking and played lots of silly games.games that we played when we were in kindergarten & primary.i know it sounds childish, but we had fun.kinda remind me of my childhood (:
well, by now, jminkeat should reach Russia already.we will always miss him and always pray for him!! Take care, jmin keat!!












































Monday, August 20

Au Revoir, Axelle!

well, after 6 weeks in Malaysia...4++weeks in KL and 1++week in Kota Bharu, Axelle Figard went back to France.I will miss her a lot!!Although she was with my family for only 2++weeks, but we really click, and we had the greatest time! we went everywhere together, even for Leo duties(when she can stay home and rest!) The best parts were like we shared our 1st reverse bungee ride together, she taught me to had Tequila shots, she taught me some of the French culture and the places in France. *sighh* I can't believe she left yesterday night already.But, part of me were not very sad when she left, as I had a STRONG feeling that I may see her again.soon.maybe if i cant see her end of this year, i hope i can have a trip on my own next summer.she's definitely the greatest YE i had ever hosted.she's outgoing,PRETTY,friendly,smart,nice,speak GOOD english,a good dancer...im definitely looking forward to club with her again, and have more tequila...hehehee...! i miss her already!!!!

Saturday, August 11

Friendship Part III (Finale?)

well, i guess everything is pretty much settled after she walked out from tian's house.am i feeling glad?am i relieved?honestly, a huge part of me felt relieved.and glad.but...(there is always a but somewhere)..but i felt really disappointed in her.it seems that our friendship meant nth to her.and she can actually utter those words to the four us before she left and she even attempt to wreck our friendship even though she knew she's leaving us. *sigh* and we know that this might not end this easily, sooner or later...the guys will know about it, and God knows how would they react.we suspected that she would have told them already..(oklar, she did tell some of them) and...it seems like we are the bad guys now.it's not tat i care what others think of what i did,but, would this means that more friendships would end? sometimes it is just so hard to believe how...evil a person can be.it freaks me out sometimes.so my only consolation about my worries is that she's now gone.(kinda) and the 6 of us will still remain the same.forever. well...i guess the moral of this WHOLE situation is that i would extra cherish the frienships,the true friends that i now have.and i would not give any of them up for anything in this world.

alex's birthday~

yesterday, (10th aug) we (tian,wey,li,nie,jot,jack,yan,chin,me) celebrated our dear tian's bf;alex birthday.we went to marche for dinner...then actually planning to head to sanctuary...but...duno why they had age restriction edi-21.previously we can just go in and out one.me,alex and li manage to go in, but others cant...so we decided to change place.end up in maison.hmm..then we open this liquor-sth apple.it taste nth like alcohol.tasted more like soda.being my usual self, i drink.and drink.and drink.alex..how come u will never get drunk and i always lose to u one??!! not fair!!!! then..aih...cant believe i threw up there.thank God i manage to get to the toilet.though those ladies took so damm long in tat stupid cubicle, till i need to rush to the sink to vomit instead. *eWWww* thank God no one i recognised were there. Alex..next time im gonna make u throw up!!! though i was a bit blur last night but i know tat li is drunk too.muahahaa....im not the only one. can see that she's not feeling well edi.

and...aihh..sth bad happened last night too.there is this girl that "liu" jot...and winnie is not happy about it.im not saying that it's not jot's fault...but...aihh..i dunno lar..winnie ah...if u'r reading this blog..please don't be angry anymore,k?u guys have less than 1 week time before jot will be leaving for russia...so please...please...both of you...appreciate and cherish the time that both of u guys have now.

finally about 3 sth...we went back home lor.end up chin drove cos she's the most sober among us...not
because she's a good drinker...it's bcos she din drink at all ! *sigh*

well, that's about it. hmm...alex..happy birthday!!! (:

all of us.
from top left: nie,li,yan,wey,wei,chin
from bottom left:jack,tian,alex,jot.