Happy New Year ?

it has been more than one week that 2009 came...in this one week, can i say that it's a happy new year? hhhmm....well, there are some things that i realised that i kind of lose in 2009;it is kind of drifting away, and i fear that as time goes by, it'll continue to drift, no matter how hard i grasp on it... did anything then happen to balance it...?as in..bad things follow up with good things, the concept of balance..yin and yang...u know? errr...so far, the answer is no.
sigh. not only that, my syllabus is ending soon meaning revision time is reaching.i really dislike those times, intense classes everyday, then once home...another intense self-revision. (as if our current timetable are not loaded with enough classes..)

everything kind of going down now. looks kinda...dark. sighh.........
where's the light?! where's the energy to boooost me up?! where where where?!!!

God..what's happening to me? what's with these negative thoughts?! argggghhh....
negativity... *shoo*shoo*shoooooooooooooooooo*

Exams ALREADY?!

after about 2 weeks of holidays - filled with yamcha session and just chilling around, i had to drag myself to class yesterday.summore it's a saturday...although it has been 3 years since i had classes on weekends, yet i still feel that weekends meant to be spent at home snoring.sigh, not to mention on saturday class im quite alone..none of my close friends took IP. and class drag from 2pm-6pm.

sien sien sieenn!

finally during our 1st break, i rush to the loo and then hang out at the stairs. then a friend came over, we just chat about exam...then only i realised...

JURISPRUDENCE PAPER IS ON THE 13TH OF MAY!

OMG OMG OMG!

our very 1st paper is juris...SHARKS! plus..it's on my dear winnie's birthday...SIGH.i'm so sorry nie, im going to missed ur 21st birthday. i promised i'll replace once my exams are over, ok?

I look at london website...and my timetable will be...

13th May - Jurisprudence and Legal Theory

15th May - EU Law (crap! only 2 miserable days to start memorising?! this is injustice!)

22nd May - Company Law (okok, about a week...do-able.)

4th June - IP Law (it's so unfair! the subject im taking myself is the blooody LAST PAPER!du lan betul! everyone can go party edi, i stuck with that paper..and it ends at 530pm!!!!!!!)

it felt just like YESTERDAY that i took my final exams.and now? final exams are approaching again. uggghh! not fair! some of my friends will finish by 22nd May!

i guess in few weeks time, it's time to ground myself.be a full time nerd. i can't let anything to jeopardise my final year exams..... *shiverssss*

Happy 2009.

Wow...it's already 2009! and what i did on new year's day? well..i sleep,mostly. sigh. what a good start...

i am just sitting here, thinking about 2008.going through the details...grasping on those memories. the bitter and the sweet. and wondering, whether i'd gain maturity, whether i'd learnt from my mistakes?

all i can hope now is that, i wont repeat the same mistakes. i know it's not possible for us humans to NOT make mistakes at all.since no one of us are perfect, plus...it's through mistakes that we gain maturity and knowledge. but just that i don't want to repeat the SAME ones.

so, dear 2009...please be goood to me. dont let my new year's resolution become a mere spoken wish.

Working.

HUhhh..it's been ages since i last work as a promoter.just yesterday, i replaced winnie in Mydin; promoting Radox body shampoo (well, i didnt really promote...i just stood there and stone)

and just yesterday, i realised that going for lectures is NOT the most boring thing i ever attend. it is working in Mydin, where you have NOTHING to do at all other than stand there and stare at others. Other promoters seem so busy, arranging their good. Me? i barely have anything to arrange. i signed in at 12, and i took my own sweet time to count those stocks. i count slowly.... then i look at the time. 1230pm. CRAP! just pass 30 blooody minutes! Gawd...another 8 hours 30 mins.

the whole day, Mydin was packed with customers...yet, i only manage to sell 9 bottles..and most it was sold when i was elsewhere. really, even if got customer approach me, it's not to ask about the product, rather to ask "Ini mana bayar ar?"... "Barang boleh angkat atas tak?"...."Ming tian awal muharam, you kai ma?" ..."Ini kerusi mana ambil ar?"... "Itu krim muka mana letak...?"
Geeeez...

Tired.tired.finally about 730, i cant take it anymore...i smsed nie, asking her whether i can cabut early (since she and wey always did that...) But...nie told me to wait till 8pm, it's more safe.So..i waited for another miserable 30 mins...FINALLLY! im able to leave that boring place!

Christmas Eve.

well...this year's Christmas celebration, we end up gathering in Tian's house for some drinking session. i realised that, as we grow older...we get kind of sick with the crowds, the sprays and the noise. few years back, we would be excited to plan our night...we either head to Hartamas or Bintang Walk, to join the crowd.

anyways, i'm glad we were in Tian's house instead, it's much easier to talk, joke around...and we still manage to get high anyhow. hehee...

anyways, we gather at about 1030pm..and the night started off with Chivas...

Chivas + Coke

Kinz and Alex preparing the drinks.

In the mean time, what else can we do? well..take pictures! what else..?

Tian and Jan

Peng Sang, BeBe and Me

Bottoms UP!

Benny decided to join us later...

Alex and Me.

After a couple of drinks..it's time to exchange gifts!

Kinz and Hoang waiting for their gifts....

Chyn and Me.

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Xiao Bai!

Me and Tian.

Me with Tian's parents.

*Muaxx*

Me and Wang Wang.

Finally about 2 sth...almost everyone left. me, tian, li and jan...we just hang out in the living room and talk.about many things larh.basically another girls talk.missed such talks with tian.it's been months since we last see her! glad that she's back now... =))


Well...to everyone that come accross this Post...I just want to wish you a Blessed Christmas and Happy New 2009 !!! =)