Sunday, January 11

Happy New Year ?

it has been more than one week that 2009 came...in this one week, can i say that it's a happy new year? hhhmm....well, there are some things that i realised that i kind of lose in 2009;it is kind of drifting away, and i fear that as time goes by, it'll continue to drift, no matter how hard i grasp on it... did anything then happen to balance it...?as in..bad things follow up with good things, the concept of balance..yin and yang...u know? errr...so far, the answer is no.
sigh. not only that, my syllabus is ending soon meaning revision time is reaching.i really dislike those times, intense classes everyday, then once home...another intense self-revision. (as if our current timetable are not loaded with enough classes..)

everything kind of going down now. looks kinda...dark. sighh.........
where's the light?! where's the energy to boooost me up?! where where where?!!!

God..what's happening to me? what's with these negative thoughts?! argggghhh....
negativity... *shoo*shoo*shoooooooooooooooooo*

2 comments:

Jan said...

i will always be ur light. no worries babe!!

Jade W. said...

thanks my dear... (: