Clubbing at Klub.

i think about 2 weeks ago, tian told us that alex & her friend (Kinz) will be spinning music at Klub.and this would be his very 1st time.so..all of us (nie,li,wey,hong,tian,alex,me and some of their friends) decided to support him, ohya! angel was there too!!and for me..other than that, i just want to check out the place.we reached there about 11 sth...then when we went into the place, it's not that big, their decorations are so-so but they had quite a spacious dance floor.BUT, when i look at surrounding ppl...*ahhem* it's kinda hard to find ppl our age.plus that time kinz aka DJ shi-kinz-sha (im not sure wht i got the spelling right or not) not yet start spinning as they had some kinda of performance by a women with to aqua background dancers.what can i say about their performances?DISGUSTING.basically i need to turn my back,i rather face the back than them dancing.and the so-called singer, can only talk about her "mountains" and her experience in guys when she was in Europe. maybe she's just out for "business" that night..well, finally about almost 1am then kinz went up.aihh...too bad he's into techno and trans..so i cant really appreciate those kinda music, as im an RnB GIRL!! well...many FUNNY things happened that night..i cant really remember all..but one thing ya..the so-called singers actually pulled 3 guys out from our table to go on stage...and..well...i cant remember the details...lol...

The Sad Truth.

there is this person whom i really look up to, and greatly admired.she inspires me to study, to research on the subject that she taught.basically she motivates me a lot, especially just months before my exams.whenever i did assignments for her, my purpose of handing up assignments is not just for the sake of doing it, but to achieve great marks from her, just a simple compliment from her, gave me some sort of pride.her simple request of photocopying my assignment/notes made me feel proud. much efforts were put in so that i would be able to achieve the highest marks in that particular subject just to make her proud of me.but...looks like i didnt study hard enough.im far from the highest.i dont know whether she's disappointed or does not feel anything about it.(after all that's happening lately seem to be the latter one) after finishing our 1st yr, time to chose one optional paper to do.i had some sort of dilemma in chosing what i want to study.the main reason i want to take subject A is because she's the main lecturer in it, other than being very interested in that subject.however, after weighing the pros and cons, i decided to take another subject instead.(which i didnt regret) after making this decision, my instincts tell me that things will definitely change as i wouldnt have her as my tutor anymore.as time passes by, there were some negative part of me (when i was with my friends) that was seen by her.as time passes by, i realised that she's not being that friendly to me anymore. as time passes by, i realised that i cant just approach her and just talk. i was really disappointed and a bit down by this whole situation. to make matter worse, she overheard me cracking a joke (which i "learnt" from another lecturer of another subject) about the subject that SHE's teaching.well...looks like...AS TIME PASSES BY, her perception or impression towards me will drop to negative. there's no one to blame in this whole situation but my own bloody mouth. but all the "negative parts" of me that she saw, is who i am. but i cant help feeling sad about this whole situation. the person who used to inspires and motivates now longer do so.

Four Surprises.

well, on monday 29/10; another group of my friends decided to celebrate my birthday, well obviously i knew about it since the very beginning (cos vanessa cant keep a secret!!) anyways, tfs came over to my place with wendy and jc in the morning then we went to college, refusing to tell me where we will be going.then later they told me that they will be celebrate my bday together with william, since his birthday is today. that's suprise no.1 for the day; well...since william is there, naturally seetlong and matthias were there too.then we meet up in college then head to bangsar for lunch.we went to fish&co this time(looks like this yr my bday theme is fish) then later maynee and her bf join us.after lunch, wendy insisted that i sit william's car with seetlong telling me that they will be going home already (i NEVER believe that lor!) then the 3 of us went to redbox lowyat.i felt a bit WEIRD cos im not really that close to them;n we dun really talk much in class b4..so..weird lar. then later about 30mins later..finally the others wendy,ragini,shin,tfs,jc,victor turn up.well...surprise no2 is that my bestie-vanessa din turn up that day. a bit disappointed, and i dun believe wendy when she said sa's not coming.anyways, surprise no3 is dennis's presence.i knew that they would invite him as well, but it never cross my mind that he would agree to come, since he barely knew any of my friends tat well, except for vanessa. anyways, after 3-4 hours of crazy karaoke session, all thanks to victor singing only OLD chinese songs...aiih...we left lowyat at about 7.30...then head to wangsa maju to have dinner with vanessa. well, surprise no4 (sth that was not originally plannes) when we were sitting outside of the cafe chatting while eating, a crime took place right in front of us, well, actually it was william that witnessed it.seems that an indian man suddenly went over to the table beside us, acted friendly, but subsequently pull on the the guys' gold chain. the funny thing is that "robber" later came back to return the goldchain. huh? i dun really understand the whole situation too.anyways, after dinner it's about 11..so...we decided to go over to nailis , since another one more hour will be my actual birthday...so..went to nailis n yamcha. finally reached home...at about 12.30.tired.tired.tired......

BUT, im very happy for this yr's celebration, i know that my friends had went thru lots of trouble in organising this.thanks a lot guys!! love u all... (:

My Special Day.

27/10; just 3 days before my birthday.my friends,tian;ee;nie;li;wey;alex;chyau;hong celebrated my birthday.my big 19th.well, although this time the number of ppl that came was definitely lesser than before, but im still very;very happy and felt blessed bcos i have great friends like them.even though chin cant make it for my birthday, but she specifically asked the others to get me sth special.she bought me haagen dazs ice cream!i didnt expected this at all, and i was touched. way touched... anyways, later they brought me to MV and we went to manhattan fish shop for dinner*yummy* then later we went to the apartments at the curve, well..finally we were able to have a drink there as previously there were too many ppl.actually yesterday it was full too, but i duno how alex & tian talked to the staff there, then we finally manage to get a table.i always wanted to have a drink at the apartment as it looks sooo cosy & comfortable.i kinda like the atmosphere they have there.BUT, unfortunately...the drinks are so NOT worth the price they charge us.their iced cappuccino which i ordered was almost tasteless and it's taste akin to nie's ice mocha sth. (i cant remember what she ordered) *sigh*DISAPPOINTED with their drinks.but my friends presence compensate the NOT-WORTHY drinks though.i LOVE the present they bought me! (well...maybe bcos i kinda requested it?) it's a dark+light purplish scarf.just what i need for France in december! (: i love the colour a lot.well, i had another surprise too..from chin again! she get me a very, very cute ngau ngau keychain! with my name engraved on it. *touched* this yr...im just glad that i had my close friends,friends that i knew for almost 6 years.. (for ee is 8 yrs though! WOW!!) sharing my special day with me.i love u guys.and will cherish u guys forever!

Tren Production.

well, on the 27th Oct most of us...tian;nie;wey;li;chin;alex;me went to tren production's opening ceremony, and it is owned by our good friend toro.when i was there, looking at his achievements, i felt so proud of him! there were many ppl there,giving their support. hmm..ofcos we saw some UNWANTED ppl as well, but it's not our problem lar.but, i saw jack too.he's not so involved with his dancing career...and i realised that we did not hang out with him for ages,when he talked to us, i felt kinda strange.it's like he's almost a stranger to me.unlike the jack i knew few yrs back.well;this shows what?ppl change?they grow to be different from who they used to be?it's not that im not happy for what he achieved now, im glad that he found a route that he can be successful in and still have a place in public uni.just that...today...he's like a stranger to me.