TIRED.

sigh.i just realised i have not blog for weeks! the last few weeks were so damn tiring thanks to my college tedious and long hours of revision. i always feel so tired whenever i reached home, till i can't do my own revision. imagine, being in college for like:

Saturdays: 10am - 830pm (with 1 1/2 hour break) 

Sunday: 10am - 5pm (1 hour break)

Monday, Wednesday: 630pm - 930pm

Tuesday, Thursday: 10am - 3pm (1 hour break)

not to mention that lecturers will extend the class, like today, instead of 5, we ended at 615pm.

seems like my only rest day is Friday, yet..i have to work on Friday and Monday mornings. sigh. i didnt even go yamcha with my friends for AGES ! 

i'm only in my 2nd week of revision, i feel like im half dead, and there are about 5 more weeks of it. so by the end of my revision...i'll be officially dead due to exhausation and too fatigue. 

despite me hating the revision time, yet i felt a bit...sad.thinking that this will be my last few weeks in my college. 

although i always criticised its building (it's just a 6 floor builiding), the lousy environment (i can recognised those prostitutes working at the back alley and around petaling street), the toilet (it's so old, though it was just renovated, the water keep leaks from the ceiling when im pee-ing), its classroom (it's so so so small, and the air-cond is not "strong" enough!always feel like im suffocating whilst trying to concentrate in class), sometimes the management (as the way they arranged our tutorial times are so inefficient that i have to give up one tuts for another).

BUT, after attending my college for almost 5 years (since Jan 2005), i had some sense of belonging towards my college. i'd learned a lot from this place and to think that i wont be going to college anymore made me feel kind of sad. (unless i failed my exam and have to resit)