Mind Your Business.

i really appreciate views and opinions from friends and family, especially when i really need it or when i actually asked for it. for example, i'll discussed with my dad about my future planning (though he allowed me to make my own decisions at the end of the day) or when i had some emotional problems, i'll just talk to one my zhi muis. 

what really annoys me is when someone gave me her/his 2 cents when my problem or question was no directed that that someone. i can try to accept it if i deemed ur so-called opinion worthwhile, but the fact that i didnt ask you means that i dont really value ur bloody opinion,ok? 

some ppl just cant mind their own business. if i really want your views, i'll ask....if not. 

Crappy Day.

Today, is a horrible day.

1) i had to cancel my tuition class due to a replacement class.

2) when i leave for the station, the weather was so so so hot.

3) once i arrived kl station, it was raining HEAVILY. so, i put my books into my bag, wore my jacket to avoid myself getting too wet, and took out my umbrella.

4) once i came out from the station, stupid car splashed water to me. 

5) rain was so heavy and it was windy, my right sleeve of my jacket was drenched

6) kl's draining system was so bad that it was flooded. since i dont have other choice, i had to put my legs into those dirty murky water. and not to mentioned i just sent my sandals to the cobbler! 

7) so not only my jacket is wet, from my thighs to my feet...it was drenched too.

8) my classroom was so freaking cold and i cant wear my jacket cos it's wet, and my jeans are wet. 

9) lecturer gave us assignment when it was almost 9pm, and we have to present it tmr morning at 10am. 

IT'S A CRAPPY DAY! 

Mind Your Words and Actions.

all this while, im quite used to guys using vulgar words when they are talking to each other.i myself know that i used it occasionally and it never really occur to me that there's anything really wrong in using it. so long i didnt really direct it to someone, i mean usually when i said "fuck you" it's towards an object rather than a person. 

what i despised most is when guys used vulgar words or actions towards their female friends. this is totally unacceptable. do they understand that the moment they show that middle finger of theirs, what kind of meaning it connotes? 

such guys are the least sentitive beings and will never truly understand, even a small part of a female's feeling. 

TIRED.

sigh.i just realised i have not blog for weeks! the last few weeks were so damn tiring thanks to my college tedious and long hours of revision. i always feel so tired whenever i reached home, till i can't do my own revision. imagine, being in college for like:

Saturdays: 10am - 830pm (with 1 1/2 hour break) 

Sunday: 10am - 5pm (1 hour break)

Monday, Wednesday: 630pm - 930pm

Tuesday, Thursday: 10am - 3pm (1 hour break)

not to mention that lecturers will extend the class, like today, instead of 5, we ended at 615pm.

seems like my only rest day is Friday, yet..i have to work on Friday and Monday mornings. sigh. i didnt even go yamcha with my friends for AGES ! 

i'm only in my 2nd week of revision, i feel like im half dead, and there are about 5 more weeks of it. so by the end of my revision...i'll be officially dead due to exhausation and too fatigue. 

despite me hating the revision time, yet i felt a bit...sad.thinking that this will be my last few weeks in my college. 

although i always criticised its building (it's just a 6 floor builiding), the lousy environment (i can recognised those prostitutes working at the back alley and around petaling street), the toilet (it's so old, though it was just renovated, the water keep leaks from the ceiling when im pee-ing), its classroom (it's so so so small, and the air-cond is not "strong" enough!always feel like im suffocating whilst trying to concentrate in class), sometimes the management (as the way they arranged our tutorial times are so inefficient that i have to give up one tuts for another).

BUT, after attending my college for almost 5 years (since Jan 2005), i had some sense of belonging towards my college. i'd learned a lot from this place and to think that i wont be going to college anymore made me feel kind of sad. (unless i failed my exam and have to resit)