Satu Harapan.

i love this song! not only the melody.i love the meaning of this song!! just want to share with others!

Satu Harapan by Jaclyn Victor.


Biarpun beribu halangan,
Mahu umpatan dari sesiapa,
Takkan ku meng-iyakan saja,
Teman semua, kata mereka...
Tiap hari ku baca,Satu persatu cita-cita,
Mimpi yang terbit dari jiwa,Berkhayalan di minda,


Satu harapan membara dan menyala,
Kan menyinari perjalananku,Sejauh langit biru,
takkan ku berpatah arah,Harapan ku membawa kaki melangkah,
Merasau-rasau kehadirannya,Kan terpahat namaku di ingatanmu.


Biar sekuat mana hati,Menjerit hiba meronta-ronta,
Takku hanyut dalam lamunan,Merintih, menitis air mata,
Harus ku tegar membawa,Harapan ini ke alam nyata,
Agar bisa ku rai angan dan sejuta impian,


Satu harapan membara dan menyala,
Kan menyinari perjalananku,Sejauh langit biru takkan ku berpatah arah,
Harapan ku membawa kaki melangkah,Merasau-rasau kehadirannya,
Kan terpahat namaku di ingatanmu.


Harapan yang tersimpan kian lama,
Menghimpun segala pengorbanan,
Oh,suka-duka ku jalani,
Dengan tabah, tiada putus asa......


english translation:
I Hope


Whatever obstacles that come my way,
Whatever words you say,
I won't be afraid,I won't let myself just sit and cry,
I won't swallow my pride,
Gonna put up a fight,One by one I see the signs,
Every day I read between the lines,
All my dream I've kept inside,
Just waiting for its time to arrive,


I hope that some day,It will come a lot sooner,
I know that my dreams,They will all come true,
A light will shine for me,It will show where I'm heading to,

I hope that some day,It will come a lot sooner,
I know you will see,See me shining thru,
oh yeahI will live forever and you'll remember me, oh...
Nothing that you say will hold me down,
I will scream and shout,I'll get off the ground,


Heard it all before, I won't relent,I just won't give in,
My hopes and dreams will live,Surely you can see the signs,
You don't have to read between the lines,
All the dreams I've kept inside,
Just waiting for its time to arrive,


After all this time I've kept my hopes and dreams,
buried deep inside my heart and waiting,
Day by day, I hope and pray,
Now I feel its right for my time to rise.

Jmin Keat's farewell.

our big, big family!

we just love pizza!!!

me & jmin keat

the last drink for the night~

*the sweet couple* : jminkeat & winnie eating canadian pizza

yesterday morning, at 7am...our good friend jminkeat aka winnie's bf, left for Russia to pursue medical course.all of us miss him already! last friday, we had our farewell for him.this time, instead of having dinner outside, we decided to throw him a surprise farewell party at his place.(unfortunately he spoil his own surprise *sigh*) basically, all of us..jminkeat,nie,li,tian,wey,chin,chyau,hong,alex and i just spend time together talking and played lots of silly games.games that we played when we were in kindergarten & primary.i know it sounds childish, but we had fun.kinda remind me of my childhood (:

well, by now, jminkeat should reach Russia already.we will always miss him and always pray for him!! Take care, jmin keat!!

Au Revoir, Axelle!

well, after 6 weeks in Malaysia...4++weeks in KL and 1++week in Kota Bharu, Axelle Figard went back to France.I will miss her a lot!!Although she was with my family for only 2++weeks, but we really click, and we had the greatest time! we went everywhere together, even for Leo duties(when she can stay home and rest!) The best parts were like we shared our 1st reverse bungee ride together, she taught me to had Tequila shots, she taught me some of the French culture and the places in France. *sighh* I can't believe she left yesterday night already.But, part of me were not very sad when she left, as I had a STRONG feeling that I may see her again.soon.maybe if i cant see her end of this year, i hope i can have a trip on my own next summer.she's definitely the greatest YE i had ever hosted.she's outgoing,PRETTY,friendly,smart,nice,speak GOOD english,a good dancer...im definitely looking forward to club with her again, and have more tequila...hehehee...! i miss her already!!!!

Friendship Part III (Finale?)

well, i guess everything is pretty much settled after she walked out from tian's house.am i feeling glad?am i relieved?honestly, a huge part of me felt relieved.and glad.but...(there is always a but somewhere)..but i felt really disappointed in her.it seems that our friendship meant nth to her.and she can actually utter those words to the four us before she left and she even attempt to wreck our friendship even though she knew she's leaving us. *sigh* and we know that this might not end this easily, sooner or later...the guys will know about it, and God knows how would they react.we suspected that she would have told them already..(oklar, she did tell some of them) and...it seems like we are the bad guys now.it's not tat i care what others think of what i did,but, would this means that more friendships would end? sometimes it is just so hard to believe how...evil a person can be.it freaks me out sometimes.so my only consolation about my worries is that she's now gone.(kinda) and the 6 of us will still remain the same.forever. well...i guess the moral of this WHOLE situation is that i would extra cherish the frienships,the true friends that i now have.and i would not give any of them up for anything in this world.

alex's birthday~

yesterday, (10th aug) we (tian,wey,li,nie,jot,jack,yan,chin,me) celebrated our dear tian's bf;alex birthday.we went to marche for dinner...then actually planning to head to sanctuary...but...duno why they had age restriction edi-21.previously we can just go in and out one.me,alex and li manage to go in, but others cant...so we decided to change place.end up in maison.hmm..then we open this liquor-sth apple.it taste nth like alcohol.tasted more like soda.being my usual self, i drink.and drink.and drink.alex..how come u will never get drunk and i always lose to u one??!! not fair!!!! then..aih...cant believe i threw up there.thank God i manage to get to the toilet.though those ladies took so damm long in tat stupid cubicle, till i need to rush to the sink to vomit instead. *eWWww* thank God no one i recognised were there. Alex..next time im gonna make u throw up!!! though i was a bit blur last night but i know tat li is drunk too.muahahaa....im not the only one. can see that she's not feeling well edi.

and...aihh..sth bad happened last night too.there is this girl that "liu" jot...and winnie is not happy about it.im not saying that it's not jot's fault...but...aihh..i dunno lar..winnie ah...if u'r reading this blog..please don't be angry anymore,k?u guys have less than 1 week time before jot will be leaving for russia...so please...please...both of you...appreciate and cherish the time that both of u guys have now.

finally about 3 sth...we went back home lor.end up chin drove cos she's the most sober among us...not because she's a good drinker...it's bcos she din drink at all ! *sigh*
well, that's about it. hmm...alex..happy birthday!!! (:

all of us.
from top left: nie,li,yan,wey,wei,chin
from bottom left:jack,tian,alex,jot.

Friendship Part II

well, looks like all of finally had the chance to sit down and talk about wat's going on with our frienship yesterday.just that the so-called meeting lasted about 5 minutes only and SHE(K) decided to go off.well, she raised her voice, i raised my voice etc. etc. we argued...but the worse part is that the main reason she wants to talk to us, is NOT about our friendship.she asked us why are we ignoring C's ex-bf. *DUH* isn't obvious.im NOT the type of person tat will totally boycott my friend's ex after they broke up...but if the guy is BAD NEWS, it's pretty obvious who i should side.but it seems that it's not obvious enough for my that so-called friend.we were kind of disappointed in her, cause she's now protecting a friend that she only know for few months, and said that we (friends for YEARS) two-faced ppl.*HELLO?* who is the one being two-faced here...she even said harsh words to us and we were just *STONED* anyways, it's not that i want to maintain any sort of relation with her...but i just want her to know that all of us (oklar, not all.just girls) knew what she DID towards Cshe backstab C.told that bastard that C is a "lan chou nu ren" etc etc what the FUCK? she's being even worse than the dirts beneath my shoes. now...we DO NOT want a bastard like him to wreck our friendship, but what K...to me...is not forgivable.God knows who is her next target... UGH!! this whole situation SUCKS!

Reverse Bungee.

about a month ago, me,my sis,yilun,axelle (my YE) and quentin (yilun's YE) went to sunway lagoon.hmmm...i cant really remember what happened, but we had our fun.it was great...and then we saw that they had reverse bungee in sunway lagoon.and it's CHEAP! usually it will cost each person about rm80 above.but it's only rm25 as they have discounts for students.so...me and axelle decided to go for it. (it's not everyday that u can get such a good rate!!!) we were actually very nervous tat time.but when we put our ass on the stupid chair...SHI-ATE!it's so damm hot! (it's in the afternoon) anyways, we bought the dvd tat video tape us.and i sounded so damm stupid in tat damm video.the "thing" shoot us up, the speed is about 120 kmph. but when we reached the highest point..all i can think of is..LIFE'S GREAT!! AARRRGGGHHHH!! the view is so beautiful from up there.im sure it'll be spectacular at night.i LOVE reverse bungee!

Singapore Trip

well, i know i went to singapore about a month ago...but i dun care..i still want to blog about it! me and my best friends : vanessa & wendy; went to singapore for 3 days (4/07-7/08) we went there by train.and it's much much cheaper cos KTM is having this promotion where we can get cheaper rates.

so, we left KL on the 3/08 night.it took us about 10 hours to reach singapore (the damm train is like a snail!!) and the train is not what i had expected..
left is wendy and right is vanessa. and that compartment is for one person.and we discover some hairs on the pillow sheets too. (eww!)

and this small lil compartment is my so-called bed. i dun even dare to use the blanket!

FINALLY, we reached s'pore at about 8 sth in the morning and took the taxi to our hotel...then once we get on the taxi.the taxi driver...start to talk about Malaysia and the bad stuff about the way our government handled the country and he's praising Singapore.the worse part is he himself is a Malaysian.i just feel like kicking that man's ass!!

anyways, we left our luggage at the hotel STORE ROOM (since they dun have concierge.stupid!) and went for breakfast at Raffles City Shopping Centre.



well, we try to save as much as possible so we bought breads from the supermarket on our 1st day.

then wendy brought us to one of the landmarks of singapore and we pass by

many cute ads on our way there.this is one of them.

the esplanade.where many plays were held at this place.looks like durian, ain't it?

crazy sa with the merlion

then we went suntec city for lunch. and we visited their KOI garden too.

and we saw this cool aquarium with TVs inside them.
day 2 breakfast: at a chinese stall. but their cham ping were not very nice though. a bit
tasteless....

then we went shopping at juction8 at bishan.but wendy is not with us as she wants to go back to her old secondary school. well..tat's me after about 5 hours of shopping...

then in the evening we head to orchard and went to leisure mall (no pics) and heeren too. i kinda like heeren (a shopping mall) the way they design the place.especially the toilet.hehee...
this is the toilet's door.each doors had different designs.
one of our best bargains in singapore. $15 per pair. we bought this from heeren.
day3: went to Yishun to visit my dear aunt.
on our 3rd night, we went to Clarke Quay, where many clubs are situated there.that place is beautiful! (unfortunately i din bring my cam out!!!) and we planned to club there, but we have no idea which one to go.so we decided to go to "The Clinic" ya, i know it sounds lame, but from the outside, tat place looks cool.so we went in...BUT...erm...it seems tat this club theme from monday-sunday is "the music of 70s-80s" well, i've nth against those music, but it's not really my type of song, especially if im in the mood of dancing.anyways, wasted my $25. shit.

on our 4th and last day, we went to wendy's cousin-nicole hotel. she stays at clarke quay and her room is dammmmmm nice!!!!! *jealous*
from left: vanessa, wendy, nicole, helen and the worm:me!

then we head to china town for breakfast.
saw this at china town train station.

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then later we went to vivo city.it's quite a new shopping mall. and i saw this COOL ice cream parlor...why we dont have it in KL??!!

why i think this ice cream parlor is cool???? because...
















they have these as their tables!! COWs!! my fav!!















after that we went to orchard again, cos we were unable to walk the whole orchard the day before..on our way there...
















































well..since this is our last day, so we need to head back to the train station.since there is no cab at all, we need to call.and unfortunately, all cabs were busy at that time and the only available one is Merz company.so...we rode stylishly back to the train station...heheee...it cost us $24!!! but it's damm comfortable inside there...heheheee....so...we get into the train and...


i guess she's just too tired? OR

























im too scared of the train? we are not being our usual self.heheee















well, once the train starts moving...we sleep ALL the way back to KL.we were so damm exhausted.aihh~ but this trip was FUN! FUN! FUN! (:

Friendship.

Well, you always hear phrases like "friendships are priceless"; " friendship forever" all those friendships phrases.well...it's not that i dont agree with them.i cherish all my friendships that i had.the problem is; some ppl just DONT give a damm.i just dont understand.and im not saying this randomly or anything.it's through experience.friends; are there to help you out.NOT sabotaging ur life or ur relationships.i just dont understand why some ppl can just do that.dont they have any sense of guilt?it seriously pissed me off when one of my so-called "zhimui" did that to one of my best friend.tat bitch is such a double head snake that is not worth being my friend.or anyone's friend.fuck our damm friendship! this is not the 1st time she's pulling such stunt.but previously, i didnt voice out because i felt that it would not only affect me and that bitch's friendship but our whole group as well.but this time she went way too far.i wouldnt give a damm if u'r reading this now.or u think that im wrong.or u think that u'r innocent.i wouldnt even care if others are supporting u.WHATEVER.i would gladly walk off from this fucking friendship if YOU are still here.hey, isnt that what u want few years back? well, i've much better friends that i can cherish and that love me as well. so that's it.