all about travelling!

i realised that my blog has been pretty dull lately. it's all textual.. and since i'm so sick and bored of studying, i decided to spend some times uploading some pictures, mostly of those captured when i'm travelling around.

one thing i tried to do, is to travel as much as possible (within budget too!) whilst i'm in the UK. i know that once i'm done here, i won't be coming back anytime soon. (:

in Brussels - Manneken Pis. March 2011.

Brussels - Grand Palace

Brugges - Markt.

in Venice. Dec 2010.

in Florence with Dilyara.

Rome !

Portsmouth .

Greenwich.

somewhere in York.

Hampton Court Palace [King Henry VII's residence]

relaxing in Cambridge.

Bath.

Beautiful scenery in Bath.

i'm looking forward to easter break! my darling sister will be coming to visit me. and we will be travelling more!!!

6 months.

Gosh, it has been ages since i last blogged.

initially, i thought i would blog more often when i'm here.

somehow, i didn't.

it's not that i lack the time, i have lots of time actually.

just that i seem to lack the motivation to blog.

sometimes, i open the web, stare at the screen.

just lost of words.

6 months. i'm here for 6 months!

just in another 6 more months, and i'll be done and go back to my beloved home.

i know, i missed my lovely home.

but i have to say,

i like the new freedom i have,

to do whatever i want at whatever time.

but maybe because of this, i became less disciplined.

especially in my studies.

i spent lesser time with my books,articles and notes.

instead, i stay in the room watching anime or just doing nothing.

sigh.

this is horrible, especially exam is just around the corner.

i'm such a lazy pig.

alright.

enough of crap.

I Remember.

Oh...
Remember...
Oh, I remember...
I wanna know...

Where were you when I said I loved you?
And where were you when I cried at night?
Waiting up, couldn't sleep without you.
Thinking of all the times we shared.

[Chorus:]
I remember when my heart broke.
I remember when I gave up loving you.
My heart couldn't take no more of you.
I was sad and lonely.
I remember when I walked out.
I remember when I screamed I hated you.
But somehow deep inside still loving you.
Sad and lonely.

No one knew all the pain I went through.
All the love I saved deep in my heart for you.
Didn't know where I would go, where I would be.
But you made me leave.
And plus my heart it just, it just kept telling me so.

[Chorus]

[Bridge:]
There was nowhere else to go, oh.
Nobody else to turn to, no.
For the rest of my life, I promised myself I will love me first genuinely.

[Chorus]

I remember when I walked out.
I remember when I gave up loving you.
My heart couldn't take no more of you.
So sad and lonely, hey.
I remember when I stormed out.
I remember when I gave up loving you.
I was sad and lonely.

:(

it has been more than a week now.

since i last see him.

there are many times i feel that i'm thinking of him more than he thinks of me.

and that i missed him 10 times more than the other way round.

sigh.

anyone reading this would have the obvious answer...

that maybe he doesn't like u that much.

i know.

i always know that there is that possibility.

then why am i continuing this?

i hate being in this position.

yet loving the moments when we are together.

i know, i'm contradicting myself.

sigh.

Live Life

i'm sure that every one of u have heard of the phrase: live life.

to me, what it really means that u have to enjoy the moment of life that u're currently at.

don't think or worry what the future turns out.

i think that's the best way to really live life.

there's a huge possibility that i may be hurt at the end.

but then, at the end of the day, i'm sure i'll be alright.

so...for now, i just want to live life.

enjoy the moment.

i'll leave the future for the future me to worry.