Guilt?

sometimes, i dont understand people around me.i guess it's not surprising, because i have difficulty in understanding myself at times. there were moments where i know that i shouldn't be doing something. yet i'm doing it. or where i know i should, but i didn't. yea...it's all procrastination.

sigh. if rationalisation can dominate my mind more, i may not be having such feeling that i'm currently having. what feeling? guilt. guilt. guilt. sigh. what the hell is wrong with me?!