how i wish there are more than 24 hours in a day...

lately, i just feel that i would not have enough time. there are so many judgements, articles, texts to read.and all are not just 7 or 8 pages.all run to almost 20 pages.and mostly in small fonts. when i read, some of the time i can barely understand wat i read. why is it so damm tough? lecturers that are lecturing in class, sometimes i can grasp the point of law as well. my goodness...and just thinking about missing my class for a whole month in december just freaks me out. why arent there just longer hours in a day? so that i'l have enough time to study, rest and play...

books?

sa,wendy and me have been trying to search for our textbooks for almost 3 weeks.so far, we didn't found any.we went MPH, Kinokuniya, Borders, UM bookstores...even to a Legal Art Gallery located near the Bar Council (when we reached there, then the guard told us that they shifted!! FARK!!!) aihh...if we order the damm book...we cannot be sure exactly when we can get it too.you may think, y i dun just get it from my college bookstore. well, that's another story. God-knows why my college didn't enter new stocks. *SIGHHHH*

Vanessa's 20th Birthday.

yesterday (10/09) we celebrated Sa's birthday at marche,the curve.

all of us.

me and my best friend!

the most unpopular food of the day. "bread-dip-cheese" i think the cheese taste kinda weird.

birthday cake.*mango delight* it looks kinda disgusting.but...it's DELICIOUS!

us girls.sa;wendy;maynee;yinshin..

missing ragini...

the boys.jc;fuseng;victor

daniel aka the smart one & sa.

in Marche.

Dear Vanessa, Happy Birthday! may all the happiness in this world surrounds you! (:

First Day.

finally, almost about 3 months of holidays, i started my new semester today.yes, on a sunday.i will have classes every Sunday for this year.and most probably next year too.and this year and next year would be a very, very important year for me and my friends.it's now that will determine whether we get a general degree, or a 2nd upper class.just the thought of it made me felt nervous.anyways, the 1st class of the day.family law.starts at 10 (well, im not taking that paper, but just go and kepo) it's interesting.i like it.maybe because it's my favourite lecturer teaching.hehee.then...our next 3 compulsory papers.tort;land;equity and trust.all papers differ widely from each other.all of them are bulky...some even technical.and i have no choice to do all of them.*sigh* and...lastly, my optional paper that i decided to do.evidence.not many part1 students are doing that paper now....maybe because many lecturers advised us not to take it this yr, because we might "not reach the level of maturity" and.....i dunno lar...i have no other choice.i gotta take it now.well...wat's done is done;wat's decided is decided.i choose my path.so...all i can do now is not only hope for the best;but DO my very best too!

Disappointed Viewer

it was about 3 something in the morning, i was lying on my bed,attempting to sleep for about 2 hours.and i still cant fall asleep.after attempting several ways to make myself to fall asleep; listening to music-i end up singing it out loud, making me even more awake; counting stupid sheeps-but my version is cute cow, but the number never reach 200 and i'll be thinking about other stuff...finally, i decided to get out of my bedroom and go online.then i remembered-ohya!i want to download this song(stand by me) so i open up my emule, search for this songs.there were many results so i just choose one randomly.stand by me-lemon ice-radio edit.then, i open the file to listen.WOW!i was amazed.the singer's voice is amazing, i just love his voice.curious about how he looks like, i went to youtube to search for the MV.and i clicked on play, expecting the MV to be very romantic and sweet, just like the lyrics. the 1st image i saw, 2 sexy lady groping on their too-huge-breasts ; followed by another lady shaking her damm ass, wearing just a skimpy panty. the whole MV makes me feel so digusted and disappointed.Stand By Me, is such a beautiful song, with beautiful lyrics, but that stupid MV just spoils the song.

That's It?

as i was approaching to get my results, all i can feel is anxiety.though i try to appear calm, but...who am i fooling?who would not be anxious when they are getting their results?it will determine whether im staying back another year, or going to the next level.i would not deny that, i want a good result.i dont want to just pass.while i was lining up, i can hear my lecturers congratulating a girl that was standing few steps in front of me.and happiness fills that girl's voice.then later, the girl in front of me, was not so lucky.she didn't get through, and i can sense her disappointment and sadness from her voice.then...finally, my turn.i gave them my candidate number, and they are looking for my results from the thick stack of results. and finally.my lecturer annouce my result before giving it to me.my 1st reaction:that's it?that's all?that's what im getting after doing so damm many bloody assignments?i cannot deny that im very disappointed.i hate my result.i hate my overall marks.as i was trying my very best to accept what i get, i realised that...i just can't.people that know me, barely know me; would just approach me and ask, how was ur result?do u know how well ur friend scored?*blah*blah*blah* i know some ppl are just concern about me when they asked.but, i cant help feeling that some ppl just asked me with another intention. i know sooner or later i would get through this (i hope) since the new semester is starting.new, challenging, harder subjects are now awaiting.juggling between tuition,studies,my life would not be easy.but hey, who's life is easy? so...for now, i'll just continue to mourn over my stupid result.

grandparents' birthday.

prayer time at 5.30am...

my family.

cousins~

the Tan family.

cousin liangping & me during dinner.

cousin esther,cousin desmond,me after dinner

cousin alvin & me.-at karaoke-

me & and my grandparents.