I Remember.

Oh...
Remember...
Oh, I remember...
I wanna know...

Where were you when I said I loved you?
And where were you when I cried at night?
Waiting up, couldn't sleep without you.
Thinking of all the times we shared.

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I remember when my heart broke.
I remember when I gave up loving you.
My heart couldn't take no more of you.
I was sad and lonely.
I remember when I walked out.
I remember when I screamed I hated you.
But somehow deep inside still loving you.
Sad and lonely.

No one knew all the pain I went through.
All the love I saved deep in my heart for you.
Didn't know where I would go, where I would be.
But you made me leave.
And plus my heart it just, it just kept telling me so.

[Chorus]

[Bridge:]
There was nowhere else to go, oh.
Nobody else to turn to, no.
For the rest of my life, I promised myself I will love me first genuinely.

[Chorus]

I remember when I walked out.
I remember when I gave up loving you.
My heart couldn't take no more of you.
So sad and lonely, hey.
I remember when I stormed out.
I remember when I gave up loving you.
I was sad and lonely.

:(

it has been more than a week now.

since i last see him.

there are many times i feel that i'm thinking of him more than he thinks of me.

and that i missed him 10 times more than the other way round.

sigh.

anyone reading this would have the obvious answer...

that maybe he doesn't like u that much.

i know.

i always know that there is that possibility.

then why am i continuing this?

i hate being in this position.

yet loving the moments when we are together.

i know, i'm contradicting myself.

sigh.

Live Life

i'm sure that every one of u have heard of the phrase: live life.

to me, what it really means that u have to enjoy the moment of life that u're currently at.

don't think or worry what the future turns out.

i think that's the best way to really live life.

there's a huge possibility that i may be hurt at the end.

but then, at the end of the day, i'm sure i'll be alright.

so...for now, i just want to live life.

enjoy the moment.

i'll leave the future for the future me to worry.