Holding On.

it has been quite some time since i last blog.

lately, i don't feel like myself.

i don't know why.

why am i holding onto something that i know will never work out?

it's like trying desperately to grab the air.

something that u can never get hold of.

am i that desperate until i'm being someone that i'm not?

why is my emotions overtaking my rationality?

amongst my friends, i was said to be the rational one.

yet, being apart from them...i ended up being irrational.

sigh.