Freaking Out

now...is 4.51am.and im just done with my outline answer on Free Movement of Goods, which was super boring. and i still had tons of outline answers to be done. not to mention that i havent even start memorising it yet. sigh. im really freaking out now. exams..just in about 2 weeks times. exams...exams...making my life so damn sucky now.

another thing that is freaking me out is that time really flies! im finally in my final year, soon to take my very very final exams of my final year. well, thank God after this final exams, i still have more exams ahead of me nevertheless. i mean, i cant imagine myself out there, in the working world (yea, this sounds damn immature right?) but, im still a kid! im just TWENTY YEARS OLD for God's sake. honestly, i cant imagine myself, dressing up all preppy...going to work.or going to court and face those judges! ~@##$#@$%&*&( the mere though of it kind of freaks me out *shivers*

oookay..enough crapping and freaking out...now...back to....competition policy!!!

Utada Hikaru - Flavor of Life

When you say thank you to me,

for some reason it hurts,

Like a magic spell that doesn’t get undone

even after the good bye.

a hint of bitterness.

The flavor of life

Stuck midpoint between friends and lovers,

like an un-riped fruit dreaming about the day of harvest

because of being unable to just move one more step forward

what’s causing this frustration baby

When you say thank you to me,

for some reason it hurts,

Like a magic spell that doesn’t get undone

even after the good bye.

a hint of bitterness

The flavor of life

Sweet talk and tasteless conversations.

it sparks no interest in me

even when things do not go the way you want it

doesnt mean you’ve thrown your life away

When you asked ‘ whats wrong?’

I answer ‘its nothing’

The smile that disappears after goodbye

It’s unlike me

The more i wish to believe in you,

For some reason it hurts even more

‘i like you a lot’ instead of ‘i love you’ sounds more like you

the flavor of life

the period when you suddenly remember

the scent of someone you had almost forgotten

I want to be able to openly and honestly cherish

the white purity of the falling snow more

A future tender and warmer than a diamond

i want to grasp it, in this limited time we have,

i want to spend it with you

when you say thank you to me,

for some reason it hurts,

Like a magic spell that doesnt get undone

even after the good bye.

a hint of bitterness

The flavor of life

Sis's 23rd Birthday.

Today is my sis's birthday, but since she's now living in Seremban, we celebrated her birthday last saturday at Chilis.

Family in Chilis.

Birthday Cake.

The birthday girl

Sis and Me.

i spent so much this month already! on my dad's, sis's and chin's birhtday.and few days later will be mandy's birthday celebration. im so so so BROKE!~

OMG!

OMG OMG OMG OMG! it's already 24th April! one thing bad about revision ending earlier, cos all u do is stay at home..thinking that u're studying but in actual fact, u're not! cos u think that there is plenty of time (w/o even glancing at the calendar) since revision in college is still going on.

 

damn SHIT! my first paper is on the 13th May. and i dont know a SHIT about Juris! not to mention that i havent finish my stuff on company law yet. unfinished topics in EU. and IP...... Oh God, the bulkiest among the bulkiest! not that i hate IP, hell..i LOVE IP the most among all (thanks to Mr Suaran!) but...it's just tooo much.

time is running out...i gotta kick myself awake! i'm procrastinating. i know i ought to study. i should study, my final exams is in less than 3 weeks time! yet...here am i. BLOGGING! 

CRAP! 

Kuantan Trip cum Chyau's Birthday Trip

last week, winnie and her bf-tat suddenly had this crazy idea..they wanted to go down to Kuantan to watch turtle nesting during the weekend, and asked us along too. after contemplating about it for few days (since im having my finals soon) i decided to join them. 

so yesterday tat drove us (winnie,wey,li and me) down to Kuantan. we left Kepong at about 530pm, and reached there about 8 something. we were all so excited throughout the 3 hours journey. camwhoring and singing our hearts out (well, actually it was only me and wey) 

Winnie and Tat

Winnie

Wey, me, Li

at some rest stop

Our dinner. chicken chop.

after our dinner,we head to our budget hotel to leave our bags. OMG. that place is like KL's Chow Kit. just beside the hotel, there are a few pubs, and a few prostitutes waiting there for potential customers. 

Our room.

we checked our rooms. OMG No.2.it looks a little un-safe. wey was saying, will we heard sth like "ya-ma-dei" or "dai-lek-tik" when we are sleeping. plus our room window, facing the road can't be locked! well, good thing we are at the 2nd floor...hhmm..it's only rm50 per room, we can't expect much right?

after that, we head to the beach (Pantai Chenu) located beside ClubMed, there is a turtle sanctuary there, we reached there about almost 11pm, and started waiting there. once we arrived, the ranger told us that 2 turtles just came and went.so i was thinking, oookay..means more turtle will come later? 

after 45mins, the rangers go down to the beach to "ronda" again, and we followed them, chatting about turtles. unfortunately, after a 15mins walk, we didn't see a single turtle. *sigh*

at the spot where the previos turtle layed eggs. we were too disappointed cos we missed it, so we just have to re-act the scene. 

so we decided to wait for their next "ronda". then hong called saying that they (chyau and angel) are reaching as well, so we decided to wait for them at the turtle sanctuary.they arrived about 2am. they we wait.

wait.

wait.

wait.

rangers want to rest for a while...(as in tidur) so we...went to the car to have a nap. 

5am came. didnt even see one of them.

wait.

beh tahan liao.

545am head back to our hotel. 

we are suppose to leave the hotel at 7am, as tat's friend is bringing us to eat Kuantan's famous handmade noodle, and their noodles sold out very, very fast. 

initially, we didn't plan to sleep at all, but then...i was planning to bath when we reached the hotel, and since Hong is so tired, i let him bath 1st, and while waiting, naturally...i'll have a nap 1st. 

bad move. 

end up allll of us sleep. 

730am came. winnie called all of us. but since all our cells were in silent mode (we silent it in the beach as we don't want to disrupt any nesting process) so none of us wake up. 

sleep.

sleep.

dream.

dream.

930am came. *screaammmmmmm* 

shit. we are so late. tat's friend actually waited for us at the hotel entrance for 30mins. and we missed the handmade noodle. sigh. 

in our room. 

tat,winnie,chyau and angel in another room.

about 10sth, we all leave the hotel, and get late breakfast and head down to sungai lembing. the weather is FREAKING HOT! 

we went to Muzium Sungai Lembing and Crystal House. toook LOTS of pics.

roughly about 4pm, we head back to Kuantan and went to a waterfall there. that place is packed with many,many people. but it's quite worth it once we reached the top. it's sooooo refreshing to just jump into the water after a long hot day. 

we hang around there for just only about 20mins, then...HEAVY RAIN! sigh. damn shit right? it's really really heavy, and we decided head back down (so much of having picnic)

the horrible part is, there is no toilet there! only those rundown huts. sigh, one of the bad thing about being a girl, we can't just change anyway we want to! arggghh..! finally, after we dried up, changed..we decided to head back to KL. 

7pm-we reached Gambang R&R, stop there to finish our sandwiches and cut chyau's birthday cake there (1st time celebrating in R&R)  chill there for a while, then continue our journey back to KL.

Birthday Boy.

Tat...drove DAMN FAST! initially, once we got into the car, me,wey and winnie fall asleep almost instantly, then about 30mins later, i felt like the car is going damn fast and keep cutting into different lane...i woke up.look left right front.the road is so damn dark, and the lanes keep changing as there were some road repairing thing going on.

Finallly...about 9 sth, we reached Kepong. had bak kut teh for dinner.

1030pm - Home. 

it's great that, despite all of us being so busy...we still managed to have small trips sometimes, though not all of us are able to go.

i had lots of FUN! and now i have to get SERIOUS about my upcoming finals!