i love my friends.

all this while...i know that God has always blessed me.with a family that always love and care for me. and friends that never failed to be there for me. friends that i've known since form1 and friends from my college.whether it's for 9 years, or 4 years...they are all my best-est friends ever. and as the future unfolds, i know that there are more people that i will meet and get to know. but i'm sure that whoever that i will know in future, all my friendships here would remain.why am i so sure of it? throughout the years before this...i have to admit that not all of my close friends, remained until today my close friends.some came and went.i get upset and i get over it. the friends that are with me today...we remained together until today, no matter what happened at those times. and i really cherish and appreciate it.

last week, my group of friends that i knew since secondary school celebrated my 20th birthday. it's the fourth time they celebrated my birthday.

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2005

Assignments...

it's now almost 2 am. and...i've class the very next morning.the problem is..i have three assignments due tomorrow, and i only did two it.it's funny how students' mind works.my lecturer gave us these assignments, one week ago.we had 1 whole week to finish that 3 bloody essays..and being a typical student, in the back of my mind..i'll tell myself.."aiyor, tomorrow lar, still got time ah!" tommorow came and went...until,now... in 6 hours time i need to hand in that stupid assignment. Sigh. Why i didnt do it yesterday night after class? or the day before?

Looking At The Bright Side.

since a long, long time...i get almost everything that i want in life. i don't mean things like a branded handbag, or a branded watch etc. those materialistic things (but of course it will be better if i'm able to afford it).
it's things such as, being able to decide what course i wanted to pursue and being able to do it, or the kind of life i want to lead as a student.
i tried my best to study hard since A Levels, until now..i'm in my final year.and i tried to enjoy life as well, without compromising my studies.
i even had set plans, for what i wanted to do after my final year. thinking that i'll be set, without any worries.

however, just about few hours ago, i just found out...things can't go the way i planned. and this will mean a big one year gap in between my plans. for a moment, i was helpless. i don't know what to do. maybe it was because i had the mentality that, we should keep on studying before we step into the working world, and having a huge gap in between will result in us being too lazy to go back to the "world of studying".

but hell...life itself is a whole journey of education. i knocked myself, smile to myself and think of other opportunities that i might have, experience that i'll be able to gain throughout that one year.

so, what i learnt today? look at the bright side, no matter how bad or terrible your situation seems to be! there is a bright side for everything! =)

Where Rainbow Ends

"Where Rainbow Ends" is a book, written by Cecilia Ahern. I just finished reading that book few minutes ago.All i can do is sigh.That's what a good book will do to me.Yes, I know the story is fictional, but behind every story there is a meaning to it, even though it is fictional.

What this book taught me is that we really shouldn't let opportunities passed by.we should learn to seize every opportunities that was offered to us, especially those that we really want.We as human beings, we tend to think too much.We analyse in great detail. Yes, i know that it's good to be analytical.But not in every aspect in our life. Sometimes, we may be scared of taking up new opportunities.The fear of failing or the fear of regretting. BUT...we can't let the such fears to keep us out from the game...right?

So, never let opportunities, especially good ones..to just slip pass you.As you may never have the same one,again.

To anyone that is interested, Cecilia Ahern is a great author, she's also the author of "PS I love you" .

Where Rainbow Ends is about....

" Since childhood, Rosie and Alex have stuck by each other through thick and thin. But they're suddenly separated when Alex and his family move from Dublin to America. Rosie is lost without him. Then, just as she is about to join Alex in Boston, she gets life-changing news - news that will keep her at home in Ireland. Their magical connection remains but can their friendship survive the years and miles - as well as new relationships? And always at the back of Rosie's mind is whether they were meant to be more than just good friends all along. Misunderstandings, circumstances and sheer bad luck have kept them apart - until now. But will they gamble everything - including their friendship - on true love? And what twists and surprsies does fate habe in store for them this time...? "

Ok, i know it sounds a bit like a typical lovey-dovey story with a happy ending.But this 585-page-novel has something more in it.

currently INACTIVE.