Finally.

FINALLY, EXAMS ARE OVER! wow...after almost one month of exams, i can finally just sit back at home and just DO NOTHING! i can actually go to bed by 12, and wake up at 9am... *blissss* although it was almost one week since my exams are over, i can still remember what it was like, facing my final and most difficult paper-IP.

one day before my IP paper, i was still trying to memorised as much cases, facts etc etc as possible. the fear of not being able to produce it during my exam was overwhelming me. until night came, i still cant seem to memorise everything. when i tried to sleep, i keep waking up in the middle of my sleep, i keep dreaming of the same case. -- L'Oreal v Bellure. my sleep was interrupted by this case...until 5am, i just cant fall asleep back, so i get up and try to read my notes again.

it didnt work out well, i just cant seem to digest anything...so i decided to head to the exam centre a bit earlier than usual, i know it's not a very good move cos the paper before me--Conflicts of Law, will be finishing their paper at that time..and most of them, that will be their final paper.so basically i went earlier to "celebrate" their happiness of finishing their final paper, while i'll still have another 3hours 15mins of pain to endure. *sigh*

thank God mr.suaran decided to come over to give us some motivation and to calm us down before our exam.he's the BEST LECTURER i ever had.the effort he put into all of us...is way beyond any full time lecturer ever did. one of the reasons that many of us put most of our effort in IP, is not only because it's difficult, but we also want to make him proud of us.

during exams, when i was desperately trying to figure out the issues and the cases, i'll just think of mr.suaran, the way he taught us in class...somehow it manage to calm me down. although exams are over, there were some times when i'm sitting alone at home, trying to think back about my exams, especially IP, i know i didn't do my best. i just know it. i can't remember some cases and some facts. sigh.... all i can do now, is just try my best to not make it spoil my 3 months break.when the time comes...i'll know.

I'm SCARED!

finally, tomorrow will be my FINAL PAPER for my whole degree programme. 2pm-IP Paper. *gancheong* amongst all my subject, i've to say that IP is the one i enjoyed most..but it's also the bulkiest among my other subjects.though i love this subject, somehow i dont really have the confidence in doing this paper...there are just too many cases to remember, facts...decisions and reasonings. not only that, the fact that our lecturer mr.suaran had put so much effort in us, made me even more scared. i really want to make him proud with our results, somehow what i hope doesnt reconcile with what im feeling now---im scared of taking that paper. scared...scared...

Exams. Exams. Exams.

Finalllly... 3 papers were done! one more to go on the 4th of June...the final and bulkiest subject...IP!!!!

this year's examination system is soooo not systematic. i mean, for the last-God-knows-how-many-years, our LLB external was held in that local uni campus in UUM, yet this year it seems like that uni "forgot" about our paper.usually our candidate number will be printed out hours before exam, and we can checked exactly where our examination hall should be.

for my 1st paper, about 15 minutes before the exam start, then only the notice was given out. and it was like written on a small piece of paper, handwritten...and it was at the ground floor. not to mention that this uni is much much smaller than my college. and there were like more than 300 students taking the exam, just imagine....... everyone cramp in a small building, heading towards ground floor to check where their exam location are?

okok..i know i'm blabbing, but im like so pissed off. i mean just like minutes before exams, all u want to do is calm down ur nerves NOT go around panicking where am i sitting???

i thought this chaotic situation would only happen on the 1st day of exams. YEA RIGHT. it got worse each day. my 2nd paper, only 5 minutes before exam only the notice was out. and this time i was located in the hall. i was quite gan cheong cos i cant find my seat, i was like wandering to the left, right, front and back. finally i found my place, i was too gan cheong till i forgot to take my ic out! thank God the invigilator did not request for mine.

and today, it was even more horrible. the notice was only 5 minutes before the exam starts, BUT those invigilator haven't place those numbers on our tables yet. so no point going into the hall as we wont even know where to sit. because of their inefficiency and lateness...our exams started 15 minutes later. and i think things were done so haphazardly that they missed some candidates numbers, and some of my friends were suppose to go to another classroom despite the notice stating otherwise.

sigh, it's just so frustrating and i gotta vent it out here.

anyways, i hope that my last paper will not be so problematic.... sigh. 2 weeks more!!!

Jurisprudence = !@#$!$@$%@~!@!@#`~!@#

damn shiiiit. it's now 530am and im like, so damn awake. my sleeping time had been upside down since last week. basically i sleep at around 6-7am and will wake up at 4-5pm. then for the past few days, i tried to change my timing back to normal, since exams is starting next weds. but it became worse. about 4 days ago..i'll try to NOT sleep at all, thinking that by 11pm, i'll be tired and sleep till the next morning. BIG MISTAKE. i just cant NOT sleep at all. by 1pm, i'l be so freaking tired and will sleep till dinner time...and after dinner,i'll still be tired and sleep....till 12am. that's what happened to today as well...SIGH.


ohya.i HATE jurisprudence. hate hate hate hate! it's the worst subject ever. last night, i was trying to understand sociology of law, and i just cant seem to understand it.i mean..when i read..it's like totally different from what i understood for lectures. i spent 30 minutes on it and another hour cursing that blooody subject, thinking WHY THE F WE NEED TO STUDY IT?! i mean, it's like so unfair. it's compulsory for external students to take that subject and it's not compulsory for internal students. hello? where is equally for all?????

sigh. i know...now, there's no point of me cursing and hating that subject. sigh sigh sigh. this is all so sucky. argh!

MayNee's 22nd Birthday.

last thurday, we celebrated dear maynee's birhtday at FullHouse. since exams just around the corner, we celebrated a week ahead.it's been a long time since the 6 of us manage to gather together for a meal.

wendy, shin, maynee, vanessa, ragini and me.

me and the beautiful birthday girl-maynee.

birthday girl.

all of us.

present from crabtree&evelyn. rose hand therapy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MAYNEE! (: